kiss in the rain

kiss in the rain. every girls dream…. and it became a reality to me.. im so inlove.. im so so so inlove.. hmm.. okie.. his names prakAsh..he’z 21.. he’s nice. he stole my heart.. i feel like im so complete. and i wish this will stay forever.. owh no.. here i go again… love sick. hahahha!!! it started out.. as a friend.. haha!! and.. from friend. become a lover.. tats weird. cuz seriously i didnt thought things wud end up like this.. im happy.. im so speechless.. and wordless to put my happiness into sentences.

why?

being in the crossroads in not as exiting as it sounds… brings more headache actually.. i am brought up to pursue my dreams.. but why when im a grown up i am not given the choice to follow what i want?? why? why is there ever a double headed snake exist? at a certain time she will say ok ok.. do what ever u wantits ur life.. and all of a sudden she will turn back and say.. im so hard headed and dont want to follow eldery’s advice and stuffs like that.. why? haiz.. why cant they support my decision ? why??

friday fever

its december 14th… kesh went to national service already.. im gona miss him.. hais. yesterday before he went.. he did me a collage.. love it so much…