kiss in the rain. every girls dream…. and it became a reality to me.. im so inlove.. im so so so inlove.. hmm.. okie.. his names prakAsh..he’z 21.. he’s nice. he stole my heart.. i feel like im so complete. and i wish this will stay forever.. owh no.. here i go again… love sick. hahahha!!! it started out.. as a friend.. haha!! and.. from friend. become a lover.. tats weird. cuz seriously i didnt thought things wud end up like this.. im happy.. im so speechless.. and wordless to put my happiness into sentences.

being in the crossroads in not as exiting as it sounds… brings more headache actually.. i am brought up to pursue my dreams.. but why when im a grown up i am not given the choice to follow what i want?? why? why is there ever a double headed snake exist? at a certain time she will say ok ok.. do what ever u wantits ur life.. and all of a sudden she will turn back and say.. im so hard headed and dont want to follow eldery’s advice and stuffs like that.. why? haiz.. why cant they support my decision ? why??

its december 14th… kesh went to national service already.. im gona miss him.. hais. yesterday before he went.. he did me a collage.. love it so much…

what a tiring day!! its a friday.. haha!! and.. yeah.. im ok… just dat sick of purgin n purgin n purgin… my tummy is upset since past few weeks already. haiz.. exam was ok lah today.. est paper.. except for my silly mistake using fragilness instead of fragility. haha!! so dumb lah i..

currently.. im doing my bio past years question… hopefully i can score a1 in biology.. my favourite subject.. haiz. so scared.. while doing bio.. chatting with kesh and waiting for tony to make da 1st move. he seem to be steady.. not finding me.. lets see how long this will go on. u play game.. come. lets play together. see who loses. and im gona make sure that this time. ur in the losing end.. so heart sick each time i think about him!!! fuh!!! stomach boiling!!!

its thursday!!! heehee!! today no exam.. tomorow 2 papers to go which is english in sciece and technology.. paper 1 n 2 .. haha!! hopefully it will turn out well lah..

this morning.. i went to bukit jalil to see my FB.. he made me wait for an hour. just if he know how i hate waiting.. haiz.. stood there like an idiot for an hour.. finally he came.. and we went to some cafe-type of place.. so quiet.. perfect place for dating. lolz! i dont know what i felt.. i felt… glad to meet him.. cuz the last time i met him was like.. months ago.. so.. meeting him was a pleasure.. except for the waiting part.. heehee!! and as usual.. i got a kiss… heeheehee!! and a hug as well… okay i’ll come 2 the point.. we hugged.. cuddle.. and thats all la. nothing else. lol.. watchu expect ? public place mah.. atleast.. i have someone to help me to move on.. wont be thinking so much about that idiot.. hais..

today.. later must go to tesco with mom.. must go post office and pay the bills and then go makan! and then come home study.. next week is a killer week.. exams after exams coming up.. haiz.. but im glad its gona over soon.. then can cuti then can find a job then can get money then can go clubbing.

till then.. adios.

with much amor,

jennyfairy..

3.03 pm, 14th november. my very first blog in WordPress.. just for my dear kanna.. i loveee u!